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friends who’ve stood by me and always inquired
as to how things were going, but I think they have always recognized
me more as a college professor than a writer.
Being a college professor was considered a
real career?
Exactly, a real, more concrete type of career.
You could see the legitimacy of teaching. You know books are
everywhere, but for some reason when you say something like “Think
I’ll write a book,” most people don’t believe you will ever do that,
because most people don’t. Books are something someone else
writes. We buy them, but we don’t write them, you
see. So needless to say, it took me a long time to be able to
really believe I could do it. Lots of lonely hours writing. You
know I would come home from work, eat dinner with my wife and then
kiss her good night, say good-bye and go to my second job at my desk
until all hours of the night. And when you are writing something
that has no audience yet, that has no one expecting it, and perhaps
has those distracters out there who are wishing you to fail as much
as any well wisher is wishing you to succeed, well you get pretty
depressed sometimes and its easy to lose faith in what you are
doing.
So that happened to you?
Which time do you want me to talk about
(laugh). Yes it happened numerous times. And I think there were
many times as well that I tried to stop writing, tried to put
obstacles up in my way just so I could have an excuse to put it all
away.
But you didn’t put it all away.
No, and thank God I didn’t. I think a writer
is going to write and now I call myself a writer. I’ve run that
gauntlet and have come out on the other end, whole and renewed and
with a contract for my book! Whew!
And now you move on.
Yes on to the next project.
Before we talk
about that though, let’s keep chatting about how you got started as
a writer, what helped you learn your craft?
Well, when I was living in LA, I was reading a
lot, a lot of novels. I read John Updike, John Irving, Pat Conroy,
John Steinbeck, Hemingway, Robert Penn Warren. While I was still
out there, Larry Brown got started with Algonquin and shortly after
Big Bad Love came out, a guy from Mississippi with whom I was
taking a workshop gave me the book as a present. He liked my
writing and thought I could learn something from Larry’s stories, so
I read them and fell in love with his writing. Think I have read
almost everything he’s written.
Are these the writers who have influenced
you most in finding your own voice?
Yes, those and others. I love Updike and Irving and Conroy for
their sense of geography. I actually tried to write my first novel
after reading Conroy’s Prince of Tides. And John Irving’s
work, its uniqueness of place and character was always on my mind
while I was writing When the Finch Rises, and Steinbeck too,
my goodness, Grapes of Wrath. That first chapter where we
watch the land die and then the sharecroppers being forced to
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